I've decided to brace myself up and take some responsibilities; I've been lost for so long.

After 4h of work on Saturday, I went shopping and bought new boots, a black skirt and a cozy sweater. I decided to gain some satisfaction through shopping, and possessing new clothes is one of the best ways to have a new start (it's just me...). It feels good.

Watched a very touching Chinese movie on Saturday night; I was tearful during the whole movie. Perhaps it was the setting that brought back so many momories, suddenly everything just came back to me... Grandfather's warm smile; cousin's little bald head; the inky dark bathroom and the gleaming greenness of the hospital... Some aren't pleasing, but can never be forgotten.