I am dropping history. I think. Reason: I'm not learning anything in class yet I have so much work to do. I can just get a book to read about history and learn much more from it than taking the course. Ha, now I'm having 3 spares in one day.

I admit that I'm a bit screwed this year though. I haven't had the time to take a break; yet I take too many breaks every single day. I sometimes get hit by the suddden fear of not getting into a desired university; it's freaky. I'm not the kind of person who plans the plan, and I don't want to be. But now, I have to.

My right hand has been hurting incredibly much lately; I hope it won't develope into some sort of handicap.