My neck is aching very badly, it all started 2 nights ago... I woke up the next morning feeling a little uneasy with my neck, felt something weird around my neck... I grabbed the thing and it was my little pink teddy bear from Eastman which had been staying under my neck for the whole night. Ouch.. can't move very fast.

My apartment is burning. Literally, burning. It's about 35 degrees if not higher, the floor is so warm. I had my window open and slept with no blanket on - and it felt hotter than summer.

My hands hurt from practising... unscientifically I supose. I hope I'll survive through the competition next week. My mind is somewhere else, in a place called Nowhere....

Recipe For Happiness Khaborovsk Or Anyplace

One grand boulevard with trees

with one grand cafe in sun

with strong black coffee in very small cups.

One not necessarily very beautiful

man or woman who loves you.

One fine day.

-Lawrence Ferlinghetti

Just a poem a very dear friend of mine has found me. I love it.

Love it.